This song was the first one concieved and recorded for the album "Chaos Sessions". The band wanted to start off the writing process with something that would be quite different from their earlier efforts. It was the month of june and the band members were in a mood of relaxation from their academic pressures. Sauvik suddenly came upto the band mates and said "lets make a song about Sudipto's mother". Who else other than Sudipto could have expressed his feeings for his mother. He came up with the lyrics of the song, the band backed him more than hundred percent to come up with a heavy chorus for the song. The song talks about the struggle Sudipto's mother did for him through their bad days of evil and the worse.
This song although is specifically written, has a very generic and universal feel to it. In the end it describes the feelings of a person, where he tries to look back at the sacrifices his mother has made for him, the struggle that she once put forward for her son despite the world being against her, and he is fighting every moment to tell her that her prayers were worth it.
lyrics
Born as a rebel, I turn the heavens with your touch
Every little single time I don't spill the promise much.
I'm still trying to get to a point you want me to be.
I still remember how much you fought the hell for me.
But don't you feel that I'm not ever feeling hard
'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm falling apart.
Got this life,
Every step to fight
I'm back with the hunch, a feeling that cuts inside.
You'll be there showing me a way.
'Cause I'm not stopping 'till I see the end.
There were days when togetherness was a must for me.
But now I know that you were always into me.
Got through hell reached a place that was so vague,
Thought to change but this world was too much to take.
But I didn't ever think about the promises,
'Cause they were just right there where you wanted them.
Got this life,
Every step to fight
I'm back with the hunch, a feeling that cuts inside.
You'll be there showing me a way.
'Cause I'm not stopping 'till I see the end.
'Till I see the end...
Why did you fight for the things that you coudn't face.
But don't you feel that I'm not ever feeling hard
'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm falling apart.
Got this life,
Every step to fight
I'm back with the hunch, a feeling that cuts inside.
You'll be there showing me a way.
'Cause I'm not stopping 'till I see the end.
credits
from Chaos Sessions,
track released January 23, 2007
Music & Lyrics : Dark Project
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